The whole concept of observing sabbath is a rather new one for me. It shouldn't be. I've been a christian for quite some time. I've read the Bible. I know that it has been practiced since God created the world in Genesis. Yet, sunday (which is my sabbath day) had unfortunately become yet another day of work; one in which I wasn't receiving a paycheck. Sunday had become catch-up day, laundry day, a grocery shopping day, and oftentimes, when it was my turn to sing in the praise band* (which required arriving at 7 a.m. and leaving at 12 p.m.) a very much exhausting "on-day."
Then, I quit.
For 24 hours each week, I quit output, I quit my frenetic schedule, I quit my speedy pace, I quit my endless striving.
And thus far, the rewards have been abundant.
On sabbath,
I stop.
I rest.
I pray.
I read.
I read the Word.
I bake for pleasure, not just purpose.
I walk to think, dream, observe and listen rather than to mark miles.
I drink my coffee** with leisure, not in quick gulps between hair blow-drying and bed-making.
I avoid Facebook.
I sleep, not waking until my body dictates, sans alarm clock. Sometimes this means 5 a.m., sometimes 11.
I write.
I write letters.
Sometimes I blog.
I pray for the upcoming week.
I spend intentional time alone and then engage in community at our 5 o'clock worship service.
I can do all of these things because I know my Father holds the universe in His hands, and my very small world will not suffer if I rest for one day each week.
The ladies at Redeemer are reading Mark Buchanan's The Rest of God, Restoring Your Soul by Restoring Sabbath. Buchanan reiterates my point in the following:
"Real Sabbath, the kind that empties and fills us, depends on complete confidence and trust. And
confidence and trust like that are rooted in a deep conviction that God is good and God is sovereign.
There's no rest for those who don't believe that. If God works all things together for good for those
who love him and are called to his purposes, you can relax. If he doesn't, start worrying. If God can
take any mess, any mishap, any wastage, any wreckage, any anything, and choreograph beauty and
meaning from it, then you can take a day off. If he can't, get busy. Either God's always at work,
watching the city, building the house, or you need to try harder.
Either God is good and in control, or it all depends on you."
Thankfully, for my sanity and everyone else's, I've finally come to grips with the reality that God is indeed in control. And because of this, I can rest.
*This doesn't mean that you cannot sing in your praise band (or serve in another capacity at your church) and not observe sabbath. It just means, for me, serving in this capacity had become work, not all worship, and I needed to relocate this time in service with rest elsewhere.
**On Sunday mornings you're likely to find me tucked away in a local coffee shop. On this blissful morning, I found respite in the sunshine and among the birds on my parent's back porch. My mother spoiled me with the following. Oh happy sabbath day!